tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-220702802024-02-20T15:35:12.397+08:00DuncanstyleDuncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.comBlogger67125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-32185012481176458822017-04-26T11:12:00.001+08:002017-04-26T11:12:37.395+08:00你要往哪裡去?<div style="color: #454545; font-family: '.PingFang TC'; font-size: 17px; line-height: normal;">
<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">生活在五光四射的環境下久了,自然而然的就會粉刷自己去掩飾本來以為黯然無光可是卻最善美的自己。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">剛出社會打拼本以為很容易就能勝任,無可否認那也的確是。久而久之就厭倦了那種生活方式,從而開始叛逆,違抗命令,似乎想為本來的自己去生存,往往這也造就了所謂的大頭症或獨立思想者。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">有一次出差到日本,印象非常深刻的就是當我們要搭火車回飯店的時候,由於上頭的無知要我們放棄即將到來的普通火車而等下一班快車時,我就非常的懊惱和憤怒。在同一條軌道上,明明普通班車會比下一班快車來得早抵達目的地,即使普通班車停每個站,那為什麼我們還要明知是錯的,但還是要盲目的跟從呢?那不就是明知故犯嗎?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">在那個時候我就更加了解自己和所謂的社會。當你做對一件事情的時候卻得不到所有人認知的時候,你的對就是錯,相反,你的錯便是對。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">這也無關對與錯,而是你選擇什麼樣的態度去面對或接受。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">忘記了什麼時候我看過這麼一個圖,當所有人往錯的方向去,不代表你要跟隨。或者,可以試著換個態度對另一個方向的人說,不好意思,那邊也沒錯,可是在這一邊你們會不會覺得更好呢?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">人與人溝通的藝術就是先贊成,然後再指出更好的選擇,也就是對的方向,世界或許會更好。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">相信我,對於一個人吃飯,旅行,到處走走,停停,我是從害怕到喜歡上這個節奏。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">今天早上走在機場的路上,我懷疑自己這次出走的目的,是為逃避工作,惹人厭的同事,還是在熟悉的地方所發生不愉快抑或不堪入目的事。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">坐在飛機上,我竟然感覺有一絲絲的後悔,是不是應該請個假在家休息就好,然後把旅行的錢省下去買一個自己鍾意已久的大牌錢包,真的,這個想法其實還不錯。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">當我到達了目的地之後,我才發現其實當初決定一個人來旅行其實一點也沒錯,還正翻了。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">一個人在異地,第一次開著車子,聽著喜愛又熟悉的歌,奔馳在陌生的道路上,感覺真的非常奇妙。來到這個網絡上推薦的咖啡廳,喝著咖啡,聽著蟬叫聲還有一些翻唱的英文歌曲,吃了喜愛的食物,味道還在嘴裡纏繞著,真的比起擁有大牌錢包還要爽,</span><span style="font-family: '.SFUIText'; font-size: 17pt;">something money can't buy. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">此時此刻我只想立刻寫下這一段超不順暢卻又不刻意的文字。除了記載到底是有多爽之外,更想說的是我們簡單複雜化了原本就單純的生活。</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: '.PingFangTC-Regular'; font-size: 17pt;">我們每天為大小事在琢磨和算計著,有多少時候我們真的放下所有,去感受那屬於我們簡單美好單純的小幸福呢?</span></div>
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Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-86536889875055168202015-04-03T22:36:00.000+08:002015-04-03T22:36:01.335+08:00妈的,人到30<div class="MsoNormal">
“<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">岁月这把刀</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">,我想说的不是一首歌,而是一个人生。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">曾几何时</span>(<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">说穿了是</span>30<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">岁以前</span>)<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">,年龄对我而言也只不过是个</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">数目字</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">,只要自己有想法,有能力,随着自己内心深处的那把声音走下去,就是所谓的方向。直到去年</span>29<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">岁,也就是奔</span>3<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">年至今,不能说从前的想法被自己推翻,只能说我自己根本其实是个弱鸡。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一个人的平均岁数如果能去到</span>70<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">,扣除死前那</span>10<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">年无力的人生,人到</span>30<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">其实已过了</span>“<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">一辈子</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">的一半。不能否认现在的我感觉实在有点忧伤,忧郁,消极和鸭梨山大。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">论成就我根本就是一坨屎,人生直到去年加入了新的公司,才赫然发现世!界!那!么!大!(我觉得是自己把它放太大了。。。)在一个大机构工作,除了人事关系非常复杂之外,最令人傻眼的是公司政治。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">每天上班就像在看公司政治连续剧,这个头和那个头看似很好,其实以前是怎样怎样;这个上司的故事曲折离奇,所以今天会在这个职位;公司内定晋升名单,某某在几年内就到这个位置,然后公司老职员会怎样被对待。。。等等。很精彩,同时也很后悔八卦这些东西,凭良心说我的确有点小受伤。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">我在想,难道人从出生就已经被</span>“<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">安排</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">了吗?好吧,我接受被安排,可是剧情能不能够更温馨一点啊?</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">这个所谓</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">转变</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">,我是无从适应,个性也开始变的十分奇怪。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">本来耐性就不怎么好,现在是很容易情绪就上来。我也再那么容易对付,尤其是对人,我觉得自己是。。。不妥协了,好比说如果约朋友碰面吃个早餐,如果是诸多推搪的话,即使对方建议下午茶,我也全无雅兴而拒绝。与其特别约出来,现在更是享受即兴。我知道这些都是非常无礼和任性的行为,但有些时候人人都懂的大智慧就是敌不过小情绪。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">这也只能够学着接受,因为都是现实条件,活生生,非常实在的发生着。老百姓和坊间不会因你的</span>“<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">不适应</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">而改变本来就存在的</span>“<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">潜在游戏规则</span>”<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">。很残忍对吧?我也是这么认为,但,对不起,人到</span>30<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">的确必须开始经历这一些事情。当然也可以说我小巫见大巫,我从来都不否认自己是井底之蛙,一些事情本来就是要通过经历才会懂的,又不是纸上谈兵。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-62999180075077625362014-11-17T08:51:00.001+08:002014-11-17T08:51:25.467+08:00不安<div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">每周一至周五都会起个大早到健身房,主要是为了闪避早上近乎瘫痪的堵车情况。</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br></div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">昨天得知该健身房关闭一个月进行维修时,我真的大乱阵脚!关心的除了运动以外,原本习惯的作息也变得不按部就班了。</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br></div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">我紧张兮兮的到处张开耳朵打探,也致电到该健身房询问,如果能够谈判一个更好的解决方法。</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br></div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">我因此而感到丝丝失落。其实想想也并不是没有选择,我可以:-</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br></div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">1)询问另一间相近的Branch</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">2)暂时改变原有的生活作息,把早上运动的Schedule,排到晚上去</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">3)问别一家健身房是否提供一个月会员</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">4)不上健身房一个月</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br></div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">人不应该为突发而来扰乱原本井井有条的事情而感到懊恼或者郁闷。反而别无选择、我执、一层不变的生活方式,才让人透不过气来。</div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;"><br></div><div style="color: rgba(0, 0, 0, 0.701961); font-family: UICTFontTextStyleBody; font-size: 19px; -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0980392); text-decoration: -webkit-letterpress;">“既来之、则安之”</div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiI-eqfFHckNIQghSNkM_K76ou_VxENY5wkem_oUB404v6y2OINrKZBj49CRLZg6lrm5hruJtur2_-OoECSLQEvG8xTn06lvGi-FVfymev9HOVxZFxFMl3ijOUMmWLwCdVZsB1t/s640/blogger-image-273807532.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiI-eqfFHckNIQghSNkM_K76ou_VxENY5wkem_oUB404v6y2OINrKZBj49CRLZg6lrm5hruJtur2_-OoECSLQEvG8xTn06lvGi-FVfymev9HOVxZFxFMl3ijOUMmWLwCdVZsB1t/s640/blogger-image-273807532.jpg"></a></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-70167315737614583402014-10-06T22:27:00.002+08:002014-10-06T22:27:28.665+08:00天体沙滩
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Bang</span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">,</span><span style="font-family: Calibri;">Open
Sex </span><span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun; mso-ascii-font-family: Calibri; mso-ascii-theme-font: minor-latin; mso-fareast-font-family: SimSun; mso-fareast-theme-font: minor-fareast; mso-hansi-font-family: Calibri; mso-hansi-theme-font: minor-latin;">等看似道德沦亡的事情,但如果当作只是一些自己设定范围内未能接受的解压方式,比起压力崩溃后带来更大的伤害,视乎这些好像是不错的想法。</span><o:p></o:p></div>
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Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-2493962759961380382014-09-08T17:46:00.001+08:002014-09-08T17:46:20.199+08:00难道这就叫游记之微笑出访<div><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;">失眠了几个夜晚,终于又到了我熟悉的曼谷一游,唯一陌生的是第一次和只有一位以及第一次一起旅游的队友,希望这个表达不会太复杂。</span></div></div><div><br></div><div>记得上次来到这个坊间流传的微笑之国是出于错过班机才转辗到达的。那一次的心情五味参杂,也全无兴致,出发点完全只为了要“出国旅游”而出国旅游。</div><div><br></div><div>为了这一次的“微笑出访”,还真的用心编排好行程,虽然不至于像第一次的专业和谨慎,但倒也还算流畅和顺利!这真的得感谢发达的科技,赶快把“我们要发达”唱起来。</div><div><br></div><div>这次的行程多数针对一些“漏网之鱼”,比如从头错过到尾的“水门鸡饭”、都已经被歌颂已久的“Somtam 炸鸡”、吃过一次就再也找不回的 Chatuchak Weekend Market 的“鸭腿面”。当然,有那么一点点爱冒险和极度任性的我也找了几个尚未被朋友圈发掘的新点,像还没吃过而现在在马国超盛行的Boat Noodle,我就偏要到曼谷吃 “The Best Of Boat Noodle”;还有现在位于“Harmonique Restaurant”,很多大小网络广为推崇的餐厅。</div><div><br></div><div>好了,我必须要坦白自己有意无意的甩下队友独自来到这里静思。原因是他做了一些认为好玩、风趣、又或表达多么友好的小事情,而触动了我的大地雷。</div><div><br></div><div>例如用摸过自己身体的湿纸巾摸我的手;警告过无数次我非常、极度不喜欢他洗手后把水甩在我身上的令我极讨厌的动作。这也算,重重重点是,他还把我的认真开玩笑!好了,这下一触即发(爆发的发)。为了避免令双方更加难堪的画面,我走开,而见不到对方,我就离开。也可以这么说,“我喝我的孟婆汤;你走你的奈何桥”。</div><div><br></div><div>我自首是一个超级难被取悦和相处的人,身为朋友也应该了解,因为我本身也告诫过。很多事情我能够一笑而过,我能够以怨报德。我不能够妥协的是大家都能够而且非常直接、容易明白的事情,你却白目!</div><div><br></div><div>也许这么说,别人都已经说了不喜欢的事情,自己却偏偏犯了再犯,还要犯在说不喜欢的人身上。记得听别人说过,第一、二、三次可以当作“不故意”,接下来就肯定是“故意特别精心设计”。</div><div><br></div><div>《和不同的人相处,就是认识世界最好的办法》不好意思,真的忘记在哪里看过这句话,但是我非常认同,也常常安慰遇到和人相处有冲突的朋友,包括自己。</div><div><br></div><div>这次的“微笑出访”官方预先宣布成功,去了该去的地方、吃了该吃的食物、没买一些有的没的东西、深一层认识这位无聊当有趣兼“故意精心设计”的朋友,真的十分感恩。</div><div><br></div><div>对自己的期许是,生气的时候把气沉下、别让自己对任何人事物有期许、把自己任性的锐气减到大众能够接受的程度、再多减多一点肥多健一点身、换个工作和薪水较为优的职位、当一个人人羡慕的孤独精,这样就万事OK啦!</div><div><br></div><div>现在“故意精心设计”回去找他和破冰啦~唉,自作孽!</div><div><br></div><div>台上一鞠躬,台下十年功~</div><div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBVQCjq-HWWKQl6rLJiBpdBmmMbLpzgA9dyfDxqzjr8ViihT6SfyDOR_VecfJVJ2uFCtB5fzwzZ5EYNBBOoaO-4XK8tOADzyOa7tE67M0xh1ISFmWCReM2aliOnBdxmCHlQkgR/s640/blogger-image-1738657408.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBVQCjq-HWWKQl6rLJiBpdBmmMbLpzgA9dyfDxqzjr8ViihT6SfyDOR_VecfJVJ2uFCtB5fzwzZ5EYNBBOoaO-4XK8tOADzyOa7tE67M0xh1ISFmWCReM2aliOnBdxmCHlQkgR/s640/blogger-image-1738657408.jpg"></a></div></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-81930746500443801812014-05-13T21:19:00.001+08:002014-05-13T21:19:55.566+08:00May Madness 五月病<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCzIqU6HKrXo8CzqDGSEMTgkp3xsUaoEpxPI1I-V5sFOyKtPZSbY7Ms9h3B5_2Fc7myejGY2DY83KH-oHne7Eu1-jyVVE58zJ5gp3PpLxcwV9qQH5kuZkF6x_V0vp0NRHsL4Et/s640/blogger-image--35607127.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiCzIqU6HKrXo8CzqDGSEMTgkp3xsUaoEpxPI1I-V5sFOyKtPZSbY7Ms9h3B5_2Fc7myejGY2DY83KH-oHne7Eu1-jyVVE58zJ5gp3PpLxcwV9qQH5kuZkF6x_V0vp0NRHsL4Et/s640/blogger-image--35607127.jpg"></a></div>工作的关系,第一次接触这个something new to me 的词,其实觉得好笑。这个词是一个促销活动的名称,当时的想法是也许May,假期过了,储蓄消耗不少,所以就Mad就upset,大概如此,公司就有这么一个促销去提升销量吧!</span></div><div><br></div><div>这不能说那时候的想法是错,那样的一个分析其实也还蛮accurate的。大概一、两个礼拜前吧,就从网络看到一篇关于“May Madness”,中文标签为“五月病”的文章,那时我就更确定自己的想法了。</div><div><br></div><div>“五月病”的症状和我之前的瞎猜几乎相同,就是来到中旬的“搏杀期”,人们的压力就会因此提升许多,心情起伏大,容易暴躁,郁郁寡欢什么的。在下其实就是病患,记得在往年的五、六月,整个人会莫名忧郁起来,it was actually for nothing, but just something beyond control。</div><div><br></div><div>生活自然而然就受到影响啦!又是生病、阴天、消极、忧郁的季节,害得生活节奏乱了,思绪也乱了,消费乱了,什么也都乱了。看来,这个“五月病”害我变成“双失”,失去了钱,也失去了生活。</div><div><br></div><div>Anyway,经过非正式临床试验,身为病患的我觉得增加户外活动,例如旅游、狂上健身房、上瑜伽、发掘新兴趣等,都能够有效帮助减轻“病情”。Okay,也许没有变好,至少这些healthy的活动也不会变更差。</div><div><br></div><div>收拾消极的心情,我不相信有还不清的credit card statement;我不相信有肥减不掉。你可以不为美好的人生加油,也千万别让自己烂下去哦!</div><div><br></div><div>Keep it up !</div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-71158619855886041822014-04-17T19:43:00.001+08:002014-04-17T19:43:38.749+08:00白云<div><span style="font-family: 'Helvetica Neue Light', HelveticaNeue-Light, helvetica, arial, sans-serif;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTLXg_IzquxYxGONVH-vFc4uptyA-qEvaiC2mJd25mOht4C-gTr0KTAYXQD-VzhH6-3XwF-s1PPxrm0FMjUGMwhzioIXIR05HLrM7R2842Rh9VI-MqiyzzJt7MbH-Mn8XMI4KN/s640/blogger-image--508375873.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiTLXg_IzquxYxGONVH-vFc4uptyA-qEvaiC2mJd25mOht4C-gTr0KTAYXQD-VzhH6-3XwF-s1PPxrm0FMjUGMwhzioIXIR05HLrM7R2842Rh9VI-MqiyzzJt7MbH-Mn8XMI4KN/s640/blogger-image--508375873.jpg"></a></div>如果不把工作当成工作,它是一个训练中心,专修各自的专业、自律、沟通和开拓一些从前自己不知道的事情,那些可能是自己喜欢或不喜欢的,遇见了就是一场学习,你说那该是多么棒的想法呀。</span></div><div><br></div><div>事与愿违,很多时候我们把它看成是一场约束,紧紧的被周围环境所困惑。那些是起居饮食,也有可能被不切实际的事物迷惑。例如衣裤的崭新设计,尽管现有的已足够一辈子;高端的科技用品,即使现在所使用的还能正常操作;所谓好的品质,就算现在吃喝拉撒的也不差。</div><div><br></div><div>以上种种无关对错,是人的本性,那是为追求现有枷锁外的自由,这也是人的本性,向往对新事物的探索,在框框内寻找心灵小处的自由,尽情飞翔。</div><div><br></div><div>相信把这份心思放在自我内心新颖的寻找,所能发挥的力量可以是无穷大。你也许能去探索内心本有却被忽略的慈悲;你原本谦虚和虚心求教,而被以往出现的人或发生的事所遮蔽,得到重新的释放。</div><div><br></div><div>你可以联想,我感觉快乐,心花怒放,因为换了手机,我跳出了原有枷锁,奔向新的日子,开心地向周围人展示那强大的功能,如何让自己得心应手。</div><div><br></div><div>那也许是很炫的事情,但我相信你总有更好、更受人认同的美妙事情静待发掘。试着发掘物质外的美好,那慈悲之心。向外世人展示你的慈悲和怜悯之心,就如德兰修女般受世人敬仰;黛安娜王妃的精神和态度受世人尊敬。这无价的赞扬,似乎更具意义,内心也来得踏实。</div><div><br></div><div>我们也许没有他们的背景,没有他们的环境,没有他们的富裕,没有他们的外表,但有一颗心,一个脑袋,公平的去经历、探索、发掘、觉醒、还原真善美。</div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-75120961756450710942014-03-15T16:43:00.001+08:002014-03-15T16:43:44.291+08:00莫忘初衷,真心<div>当今的社会,存在着太多以假乱真的“真相”;也有太多真正的真相被以假的真相掩盖着。我们常常会被“真假”混淆,因为它们俩长得太像,唯一不同点是真相是永恒;假的真相会如流星般瞬间璀璨闪亮然后滑落。</div><div><br></div><div>在被这两者混淆之前如何去分辨真与假,最重要的是“智慧”。“智慧”的含义非常广阔和抽象,大约能被归纳的只有“真心”,也唯有“真心”才能识破“假的真相”。</div><div><br></div><div>最近许多朋友面对感情问题,听了所有故事后,我的结论只有一个,他们都活在“假的真相”里,或者能够被解读为他们被“假的真相”混淆了、蒙蔽了。之所以遭受所谓感情伤害或被“假的真相”混淆时,所有的共同点不真心。</div><div><br></div><div>一个包包的实际功能是装下双手不足以应付的物品。现今许多人在拥有包包前最先考虑的是品牌,一个迷惑大众以为那是购买一个包包的真相。看的人羡慕、妒忌、仰慕,进而判断用的人的素质、人格、品味和生活。用的人却享受那一份不是真正属于自己的虚荣和光辉。</div><div><br></div><div>其实,这就进入了“假的真相”的迷思当中。</div><div><br></div><div>一段感情若是真心,不会被一颗混淆人们真正核心价值的多少克拉钻石而影响。往往许多女士在选择下半生伴侣时的考量,可以是一部值多少钱的车子;一所市值多少钱的洋房;多少个“零”的收入;求婚的钻戒多少克拉,而忽略人本身无价之宝,也就是本来结婚的真相,对方的真心,呵护,人格,休养,品行等最核心的需求。</div><div><br></div><div>一棵树的装饰可以很华丽,很澎湃,但是树的最根本需求是“水”,而不是钱买来的装饰品。一部车最大的功能是方便自己,把自己安全的送到目的地,而非用钱买来的豪华和舒适就能买你安全。</div><div><br></div><div>一段感情需要的不是性,人自然在一天会失去性功能,难道这意味着感情的结束而不被中间的火花而感动留下?不是对方能为我做什么,而如果对方为你做了那么多,却在没办法下不能自己,再去为你做些什么下被你抛弃,或让自己奔向另一个对自己有价值评估的人,枉顾那以前对你好的人?</div><div><br></div><div>你能留下来,能把你留下来的真相,是自己的一颗真心,非那个名牌包,那颗钻戒,那栋房子,那部豪华车,或那些种种的“假的真相”。</div><div><br></div><div>莫忘初衷,只有回到真心,才能找到答案。<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhojZcCTE0x5hj5AeUOgYW64YoZvOSxhno9QRWazp8VSdwvj3nawGhaN1ekDvUnDQEeHkC8suNeMcjcQpTswOiPhon1CFyg2PDi-EJwNyXUb979cE7JD5HS6IP5DYEHaQSA4cUP/s640/blogger-image-1121423774.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; 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font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">It has been long time I don't feel the real happy that I had in past. </span><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); "><br></div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">With knowing a big wrong but I am insist to like him, to contribute all that I think is worth and more than what he could return. <div><div><br></div><div>I cried many times for him which never happen in my past. It's not showing psychically how much I love him. Helpless & hopeless are the only things I mad for. </div><div><br></div><div>It could be a process in between us. When I realized he could spend more time, money, effort with others. And yes, this is his room since we are just nothing, Zero. </div><div><br></div><div>He keen for other guy in front of me. Well, he could be just wanted to catch my attention, or the worst is this is the truth, he is that kind of person who without or within my presumption. </div><div><br></div><div>Somehow we don't even understand in different languages. What in further stage ? </div><div><br></div><div>We are getting less to talk. We don't even meet frequently cause it has no point for two persons without interaction. In fact, I had thousand words to speak to him, but always failed in expression. Also, he never tell me anything, it could be I am not the one who worths to talk to. </div><div><br></div><div>We will never getting together. That's could be only happen in my dream. </div><div><div><br></div><div>Least sense, the end is round to the corner, yet I love him. </div><div><br><div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEholjhUxmp_DnkgbPOPlDkHDtm-CqECcGLCYKBfioN8qc9lNKD_oWsG8DyQNveF1nUIPk7mTmMLw6Y8M02IKOXCux6axiYKgGiJkl853sqLZraM2GA40bxyXUIHKZSklLmxkoXI/s640/blogger-image-892033622.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEholjhUxmp_DnkgbPOPlDkHDtm-CqECcGLCYKBfioN8qc9lNKD_oWsG8DyQNveF1nUIPk7mTmMLw6Y8M02IKOXCux6axiYKgGiJkl853sqLZraM2GA40bxyXUIHKZSklLmxkoXI/s640/blogger-image-892033622.jpg"></a></div></div></div></div></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-29459756143937300082013-05-21T20:43:00.001+08:002013-05-21T20:43:16.916+08:00Where's the key<span style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">We use to be unhappy for something which is not in our orders. </span><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); "><br></div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">Everyone is selfish especially in love. </div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); "><br></div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">The beloved one wish to be always being loved by someone within commit themselves to others. Whoever giving love one always look forward to someone's love with all the commitments & promises. </div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); "><br></div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">Somehow it's just like a padlock. The lock cannot be opened without the key & it will be useless to a key if without the lock. </div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); "><br></div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">Appreciate when meeting the padlock & key. It might be the only one you ever met in your life. <div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0uquSY3lDMzOoTTlpFUNo03EL3pdytueRJa4wuKiwjkrikKRoNuI4QOnUuKT8GhfSKHvHJs9BHjwFlxqmE0EJtc5XxLGuE_ryEK9GsKdv4ovmnRt2TQV7cfGQ3L0TFSRe_PXG/s640/blogger-image-1555663937.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0uquSY3lDMzOoTTlpFUNo03EL3pdytueRJa4wuKiwjkrikKRoNuI4QOnUuKT8GhfSKHvHJs9BHjwFlxqmE0EJtc5XxLGuE_ryEK9GsKdv4ovmnRt2TQV7cfGQ3L0TFSRe_PXG/s640/blogger-image-1555663937.jpg"></a></div></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-54166743154873719492013-05-21T07:17:00.001+08:002013-05-21T07:17:43.500+08:00Yourself, the most natural one<span style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">I feel so sad most of the time on how could the person I love the most upsets me all the time. </span><span style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">I think the person is selfish. </span><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); "><br><div>Look back, I also selfish on only looking forward myself to be only one to the person.</div><div><br></div><div>We supposed have no time to sink into sadness. We born to be finding the reason of being happy & make our lives to be more meaningful. </div><div><br></div><div>I feel the relief at least there is a person I always thinking of. Sometime I feel also the happiness that I always express my real feelings to a person that I love. </div><div><br></div><div>We should stop exploring or suspecting the person that you love is doing anything that might be right or wrong to you. </div></div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); "><br></div><div style="font-family: Noteworthy; font-size: 18px; font-weight: bold; line-height: 24px; -webkit-tap-highlight-color: rgba(26, 26, 26, 0.296875); -webkit-composition-fill-color: rgba(130, 98, 83, 0.0976563); -webkit-composition-frame-color: rgba(191, 107, 82, 0.496094); ">Lets being yourself, the most natural one. Ain't that is whoever you are at the begin for the person you love been attracted.<div class="separator" style="clear: both;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTVJExjbY7bobo01ZjEBlJ91zbdt9eJRAXJ8eEw1dh4XfSlkJxIxvgmO5o65g3qvnIbeSArS4vrYBmbfcVDvYi4W95VNpojMHX76ErVuMJ4S7Gum3rGYcvOWaPcLYBDrr2-qlM/s640/blogger-image--155032368.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgTVJExjbY7bobo01ZjEBlJ91zbdt9eJRAXJ8eEw1dh4XfSlkJxIxvgmO5o65g3qvnIbeSArS4vrYBmbfcVDvYi4W95VNpojMHX76ErVuMJ4S7Gum3rGYcvOWaPcLYBDrr2-qlM/s640/blogger-image--155032368.jpg"></a></div></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-25257982621966627932013-05-06T10:18:00.001+08:002013-05-06T10:19:40.612+08:00It is farThe feelings with him are so interesting since from last 2 weeks. Yes, we behave beyond the border of friendship, yet physically needs instead of any mentally needs. <br />
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He mentioned several times only want me to be his friend. We physically get closer, but I think we are far and not even good as an ordinary friend. <br />
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I don't know should be happy or sad because something happened as expected. <br />
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We use to see each other every week, but we didn't meet on last week due to he was "busy" at work and need to "meet" some people instead of me. <br />
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He impatient with me anymore, and i don't feel he keens talk to me often even we still chatting everyday. Well, if "busy" is the best answer ever. <br />
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Today he is going a trip with family. I was thinking he at least to tell me what time depart or arrival, he didn't say anything while I greeted him have a fruitful trip with family. <br />
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Yesterday night he was telling me so tired and don't think can chat with me cause wanna go to bed. Yet, he online FB and don't even talk to me. <br />
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I trying my best to compromise all these. It is sensible for me to think all these as everything happened just too coincidence. <br />
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Please tell me "Duncan, I don't have interest on you anymore and I don't think we can go back to the previous." I think I will feel much more better after tears. <br/><br/><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTOjfaKLWiWXt3zpSF3i5Xt_Oss-4gVhf9i2AomV-xdUlu_tealL6wCxIoQjZMOLKUBesI-Ez1JfcuiSMWx_nWRrN7ifv4i6gc0ybBQX5Mkp1fUrKfug_6rPYFz5FqnjY475Cv/s640/blogger-image--14245243.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhTOjfaKLWiWXt3zpSF3i5Xt_Oss-4gVhf9i2AomV-xdUlu_tealL6wCxIoQjZMOLKUBesI-Ez1JfcuiSMWx_nWRrN7ifv4i6gc0ybBQX5Mkp1fUrKfug_6rPYFz5FqnjY475Cv/s640/blogger-image--14245243.jpg" /></a></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-84757143533127016552013-04-23T17:53:00.001+08:002013-04-23T17:53:01.046+08:00Last message to himHere the last message to him ...<br />
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"Already told you I am a bullshit thinker. <br />
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I know you must be replied me after my last msg on yesterday night. <br />
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I was keep thinking what will you reply even though I switched off my phone and force myself not to check it. <br />
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You see, I can't take it at all. I don't really think can treat you as a friend. I think is time for you and me to calm down. <br />
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I don't actually like to chat over whatsapp, but I changed because of you. I don't actually go out on weekday night, but I willing go out with you. I think myself got biggest problem. Yes, nothing to do with you but me. I miss you everyday every second. You see how biggest problem is that. <br />
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So now you have nothing to worry about the Iceland trip, no need to text me everyday, no need purposely arrange your time to see me every week. <br />
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Thank you for being with me all this while. Appreciate everything you had brought to me. Indeed I had good time with you. <br />
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I am so sorry, I am selfish, I feel myself is truly tired on too focusing on you. Please allow me to escape from all these. <br />
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Take care & all the best."<br />
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I think the best way for me is to prevent him, otherwise I have no other method to stop my stupidness. <br/><br/><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWRqRTBC2kCkAMyNPj8AWt0oqW5reVzRH7gQ2r8k_ntQoEGmHqt6jxZhzxlHs7izd0pWGMN3OhRwOQAJxD8_3ESF_uMfnkTOZadQlIyZBWdAB1qI2FtB9KFWHOP2FHQFGZkDv8/s640/blogger-image-1207675316.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjWRqRTBC2kCkAMyNPj8AWt0oqW5reVzRH7gQ2r8k_ntQoEGmHqt6jxZhzxlHs7izd0pWGMN3OhRwOQAJxD8_3ESF_uMfnkTOZadQlIyZBWdAB1qI2FtB9KFWHOP2FHQFGZkDv8/s640/blogger-image-1207675316.jpg" /></a></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-39167156060659899392013-04-21T20:39:00.001+08:002013-04-21T20:42:51.270+08:00My tiny brainI use to be a bullshit thinker. Something useless or useful always cross in my mind. <br />
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For example what if I died, will all my friends come to my funeral ? How about my family, will they cry ? And what about the decoration of the funeral ? Will my soul comes out from the body ? so I can see the whole progress. <br />
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This is funny sometime. It can be useless cause formerly we know nothing after the death. It can be a great table topic while having dinner with gang of friends. <br />
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I am bullshit thinker. The guy I love is running in my mind everyday. With mutual understanding, we will never get together. Yet I think of him with my every breath. <br />
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Always imagine how are we on bed? What will be happened for our first bedtime together ? What breakfast I gonna prepare for him after the night ? Will he dumps me after the night ? Will he makes my dream comes true to go travel with only both of us ? What if he officially introduces me to his family or what about my turn ? How are we going to grow together ? What is our future ? Will he does some romantic things ?<br />
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See, above my burbles dreams. <br />
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He is the only one I told that I like him so much, yet we can still be "friend" after the rejection he gave to me. <br />
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We argued for many rounds on our funny feelings with each other and misunderstanding in communicate within us. I can't leave him even though I decided to do so. Thanks god, he doesn't leave me too. <br />
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The days we gained, the less we can be with. <br />
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I know he will slowly calm down and transfer the attention on me to another guy who may better than me. <br />
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It will be very hurt to me I understood. But, I willing to spend my time with him, this is all because I love him. <br />
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I really love him. <br/><br/><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0_TasJFbo4bqe7-v5-sEsrpM5gmkie08qa3BK9nEqiKQN_7xfmLfk5EL6WZp-KMXj_dQIyAVdv7i0GENtes0ANHihTgYo_ujqzKYkgivFEUldbxCYoaui1Gny5BJZUo1gH50W/s640/blogger-image-1589012544.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg0_TasJFbo4bqe7-v5-sEsrpM5gmkie08qa3BK9nEqiKQN_7xfmLfk5EL6WZp-KMXj_dQIyAVdv7i0GENtes0ANHihTgYo_ujqzKYkgivFEUldbxCYoaui1Gny5BJZUo1gH50W/s640/blogger-image-1589012544.jpg" /></a></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-57053830791436372262013-04-21T11:56:00.001+08:002013-04-21T11:56:53.364+08:00KawanOne of my good friend that we know each other since from last year.<br />
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My way on defining "good friend" is the one who listens to you when you need a pair of ear. Always encourage and feel for you no matter happiness or sadness. <br />
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Fortunately I met this good friend. Indeed he is passionate, caring & considerate. However, I figured out he is actually meticulous. <br />
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We ain't perfect, definitely I got my problem to sort out too. The issue in dealing with him is I need to explain everything, every minor details, and so on. <br />
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For example, what you had for lunch ? What is the ingredient ? What is the nutrition value ? Why you had that ? Where you had that ? How much ? Who you had lunch with ? And so on ... <br />
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Well, indeed he is kind a caring person, sometime I just don't wanna answer all these unnecessary questions as those are not helping in communication. <br />
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Friend, is to compromise and the one you can totally pissed off with by today but still talking on tomorrow.<br />
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I hope everything is long run instead of hit & run. <br/><br/><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrPWNw59G3nVT6GhnY5RkeoES4FV_wQNdaJTrnWB_UuQfAcSxN9cgj97Vb9x7dFp-OcDynSlyXK4OWOhrwnFcP4O3K0uoJTABxmigHdkzcKXo409U4YtCoUOYZrNdQFHQ-8-Oy/s640/blogger-image-401754428.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgrPWNw59G3nVT6GhnY5RkeoES4FV_wQNdaJTrnWB_UuQfAcSxN9cgj97Vb9x7dFp-OcDynSlyXK4OWOhrwnFcP4O3K0uoJTABxmigHdkzcKXo409U4YtCoUOYZrNdQFHQ-8-Oy/s640/blogger-image-401754428.jpg" /></a></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-87735861286482025112013-04-18T07:36:00.001+08:002013-04-18T07:38:24.102+08:00Everything will calms downI know the day will comes soon. Yet, I truly feeling bad when he told me the trip will going with his friend. A guy he knows for years, with mixed signal, and most importantly who already came out. <br />
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He is nothing wrong to tell me the truth even admitted might be crushed over the trip due to only both of them.<br />
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I understood that I shouldn't behave this way since he clearly explained that WE ARE IMPOSSIBLE IN RELATIONSHIP. Yet I feeling bad that a guy I love is going not belong to me but with another one. <br />
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Everything will calms down, I foresee he is not interest on me anymore. <br />
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The feelings like a crystal you love the most and initiate to own it, but failed in certain way, it might be widely wise. But one day it is sold out when you go back and wish to look at it again. <br />
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I am selfish cause I wish he is belong to me. All these burble dreams might be gone in soon, very soon. <br />
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I wish that never know him not even his name. I rather to wait, to hope, to see him in the gym silently. <br/><br/><div class="separator"style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPFky11RC9izLgmtoIhAAW6zHiRDjbIVAn7H5y6wOTdUd7E3KSJOzU1-md18cvX_g9VDgt1wVe9aJMvyoxF5bO1Oks1n1opguDV4czr4ahp4isEz1VrVpT9iKWA6f7OOYxSuU6/s640/blogger-image--1246330589.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiPFky11RC9izLgmtoIhAAW6zHiRDjbIVAn7H5y6wOTdUd7E3KSJOzU1-md18cvX_g9VDgt1wVe9aJMvyoxF5bO1Oks1n1opguDV4czr4ahp4isEz1VrVpT9iKWA6f7OOYxSuU6/s640/blogger-image--1246330589.jpg" /></a></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-35154346425142363472013-04-15T08:03:00.001+08:002013-04-15T08:03:01.185+08:00Comparison & challengeHuman use to make comparison with every individual. Parents to compare whose baby can be the first stand up, walk & run. Also they wish, hope even want or insist their dependents smarter than other. <br />
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While we growing up, we compare too who is smarter, handsome & richer. <br />
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Practically or unpractically, the comparison makes people to be stronger than what they are now. It is all about to show everyone that "I am better". In other way, it reflects how weak or how no confident you are in certain area.<br />
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Naturally, we always fight down each single part no matter with real ability or whatever despicable to achieve the goal. <br />
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To ease people life and in order not to harm everyone, I always think why don't we kick down ourselves, to break our own records, to persuade that we can be better than what we are now. <br />
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We imperfect, we strong & weak in certain parts, that's why we can't challenge and to win everyone.<br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Life goes on & things happened. Plenty of happiness
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I quit my old job and joined a new job in 2 weeks
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Indeed a bigger company compares to previous ones, yet it is
not equal to better. I would say it will be a new chapter & big challenge
in my life. Why say so. There are lot of tough people to dealing with even
though I find myself is quite friendly, easy going & compromise, but sadly
those are limited to the people I willing to deal.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">A friendly environment, positive energy, good culture are
always in dream. Those are not in my eyes perhaps my expectation is in higher
standard than what they can offer. Again to realize everything is beautiful
with only our imagination, assumption & expectation.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Nonetheless, I strongly withdraw all my negative opinions in
order to perform my best, at least fully served my probation period in 6 months
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Other than job, I met a guy. We know each other in the gym.
Reason was being we gym in early morning which is quiet hour and not many
people that we can look at. Lucky and unlucky I like him, for more than just a
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Recall the memory, a silly me always look forward to meet
him in the gym during the time we don’t contact. You know what, how wish I
could know him no matter only his name. Indeed I totally into him. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">One day he asked for lunch on the day after, but without
promise. I was so happy yet feeling strange how come he didn't ask for my
contact if any changes to be made. Well, he disappointed me.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I felt a bit bad cause it has been awhile didn't see him in
the gym. Until the day we met again in the afternoon. Figured out we resign
from our jobs at the same time, and will not coming gym in the early morning. Not
the end of the world, happy that we exchanged contact. It might be chemical caused
that we use to text each other everyday. Without commitment, we meet weekly and
I always feel great to see him.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">He is kind of straight looking guy. I like his personality, appearance,
and the way he speaks. I like his tone, voice, sometime with cute motion. He is
very fine for me. He is the one I feel can be in relationship with. No, I am
not obsessing his outfit, but most importantly inner part and the future we can
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Well, he upsets me while I express my feelings on him. I don’t
feel that sad. It is nothing wrong to tell a person that “I love you” even with
a bad response. I proud of myself being act like a men rather than I keep it to
myself. Who knows if you still have the opportunity to tell the people you
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partner or as a friend. I am selfish and I hope he can be mine even though it
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interest and what I really like to work as or do in. Work always torturing
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">在马来西亚生活其实可以很简单</span><span style="font-family: SimSun;">,<span lang="ZH-CN">但其实也很困难。一般上班族的薪水,大概</span>60%<span lang="ZH-CN">都应付了每个月的开支,例如汽车贷款、汽油、家庭、保险、饮食和保健等。这还不包括储蓄、娱乐、日常用品等等等。。。我只能说寒天饮冰水,冷暖自知。</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">回想以前念书时代的那些零钱和刚出社会的那份薄粮,可以说人无穷无尽的追求“物质”。曾几何时,我也以为自己不会掉进这个漩涡里,直到买了老婆、上了健身房、脸部护理、旅游等,就发现我走上了这条不归路。</span><span style="font-family: SimSun;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">虽说走上了这单行道,但我们还是有选择,那就是走到有回转的一天,但只能说这是非常渺茫,除非是看破了红尘那一类。再来就是开辟新的路,彻彻底底去满足自己的欲望和贪婪,去赚更多的钱,塞满自己老是觉得“空”的脑袋。</span><span style="font-family: SimSun;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">供不应求是件非常痛苦的事,说的不是买卖,供的是每月薪水;求的是每月消费。书念不多,换一份工作的薪水也不见得好到哪里,在这么个囧境下,唯一能杀出的血路就是
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">其实在去年底跳槽的同时,就已经开始了一些生意,数目不算大,都是服务之前的顾客,和朋友之间的介绍,直到现在需求也不算大,也只能当作副业看待。最近的正业是极度空闲,想想每天虚度,倒不如做一些有益的事,于是,便燃烧我想把副业做大,把正业干掉的念头。</span><span style="font-family: SimSun;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">现在网络购物平台在我国也算多、稳定、且蓬勃发展中,每次看到一些卖给顾客的物品被无理的调高价格,就会觉得可恶,怎么不是我在卖,当初也应该做这门生意等的遐想。想做还不如真的做,目前开始物色适合的产品和厂家,同时也考量本钱、存货、快递服务、付款户口等流程,丰富我每天在公司的时光。</span><span style="font-family: SimSun;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">我对生意一窍不通,但是我相信秉持简单、真诚、快速、服务,就万事</span><span style="font-family: SimSun;">Ok<span lang="ZH-CN">啦!</span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span lang="ZH-CN" style="font-family: SimSun;">先预祝自己生意兴隆,成功杀出一条血路!</span><span style="font-family: SimSun; font-size: 12.0pt; mso-bidi-font-family: SimSun;"><o:p></o:p></span></div>Duncan Konhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01840149402679580621noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-22070280.post-90753891661173067112012-02-21T09:06:00.001+08:002012-02-21T09:10:17.871+08:00工作里的小花自己还蛮喜欢摄影的,尤其是周围的人事物,特别是大自然。<br />
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